=27th May 06=

My virginity to MASSAGE... ....

Finally back to beach ya! The sense of going bck was damn good. What a bright sunny day at ssb. Had my first training @ sentosa, because I had enrolled for 5km run for Shape as they are celebrating for their 2 years anniversary. Definitely need training, otherwise how could I be possible to finish???? I need time to build up my stamina, edurance and speed. So, now is the time to start now!!!!!!! Cant slack man...

Long distance require endurance, utlimately is depend on the mental of the individual. The mental of carry on jogging. Said is easier than done. Running at outdoor must also depends on alot of things like for instance, weather. If on that particular day, the weather is damn bloody hot, it will definitely affect our performance. Worst still, I cant drink any water before I run or replenish throughout the run. COZ I WILL GET STITCH!!!!!

I didnt manage to complete the 7km training. But managed to get back, dun worry still in 1 piece. Heeee.... After running, I felt so tired, refused to play vollyball. Guess my body just refused to listen to me. At the end, baby and I left the beach at around 4 plus as baby need to send his car for some "repair". Is about tunning his speaker. Not quite sure what is it all about. (I'm not interested in cars, nonetheless about accessories for cars). While waiting for the car to be ready, I went for Javanese Massage which lasted for 1 and a half hour, which include a full body massage (1 hr) and exfoliating plus moisturing using goat's milk(1/2hr). Damn shiok, but is also painful.

To my surprise, the car was not even start "repairing". Hmm... The queue was quite long. Guess we have to come back again for the service. Lorence aka Wei Xiang, babay and me went to KFC for dinner. After dinner, went to cineleisure to catch movie. Guess what? You hardly can imagine what's the crowd look like. A lot a lot of ppl, guess all were rushing to grab anything from GSS(26TH May06-23rd July06). The time interval for the movies were like 10-15 minutes apart and the most amazing thing was that all of them were either selling fast or sold out. What man???? Hardly got down to town for an hour??? and went back. Guess was my duration in town.

Advice---->Better shop during weekdays.

=26th May 06=

So far, today's dinner was the most expensive dinner that I ever had. We had held a bdae celebration at seletar camp, sunset grill cafe, for Cai Zhi. Didnt expect it to be so EXPENSIVE. Each person was about $46/=.

Baby said that was quite normally to pay this amount when I hang out with the nuahz grp. Guess I need to get used to the spending power of this group.

I had my favourite buffulo wings and spagetti. This time round we tried the level 4. It spoiled the original taste of the wings. Guess the spicness of the wings had masked over the taste of the spagetti, as my tounge was numb!!!! The spagetti tasted tasteless. No taste, very bland. In conclusion, level 2 is still the best for the buffulo wings and next time I couldnt have my favourite spagetti with level 4 wings.
*Level refer to the hotness of the wings.

Recently, have a lot of disagreement with dear. If this continues, it will definitely affect our relationship. Just give me time to adapt to you. That's all.... Things that we disagree are as follows:

- Pay/Salary should be in our top priority
- Right way of handling on resignation letter and appointment letter
- Do I know my rights under the MOM?

All the disagreement are related to workworkwork... ...

Hmmm... Maybe I should do some adjustment to myself. Why all these keep happening? Why? Maybe I am the one who's at the wrong. Despite all these, I still love him alot and I find out that I love him more and it just makes me feel that he's the one for me. I really cant leave w/o him. In regardless of my stubborness, ignorance towards him, he is still there. Amazingly, he could take it.

Dear I know that I owe you alot. I hope you still love me?????????

=20th May 2006=

On this shity day, I hv to work!!!! Despite knowing ssb is going to close down in 1 month plus, my heart jux feel so pain. Mostly, I didnt have time to accompany my darling. As this wk, we didnt really hv time to meet up. So, I really cherish whatever time that I hv with my dear. Up to no choice, protest is unvalid! Still hv to work, feel like giving tons n tons of excuses for not turning up. But I cant do it, I still hv my conscience. Must be responsible towards to my job.

I hv to leave quite early for work, so cant really wait till dear's mum to buy bck the lunch. So, dear dear being so sweet n understanding. Guess wat? Dear prepare noodles for me!!! I was quite suprised! Really... Is the very first time dear cooked for me. Although it is jux instant noodles with some eggs, deep down in my heart, I feel so sweet with additional sweetner added. Hee Hee... Is the thoughts tt count, n I really appreciate tt.

Dear came over to fetch me up from work. He's always so thoughtful. He's always dere for me, n most importantly he really dotes on me very much. Hee... Suddenly feel that I'm damn so fortunate. Went over to Marina Sq to hv our dinner. G2000 have 40% sales n upon having American Express credit card, additional 15% more. Wow!!!!! Good bargain rite? Quickly grab ya!!!!! We didnt buy any coz dear need to get his AmerciaN Express card to hv the additonal 15%. So tml, we will be bck. Hee Hee....

After dinner, went to hospital to see dear's dad. Now, he is undergoing chemo-therapy. At least, saw some improvement on him n I'm glad tt he's feeling better now. Saw how his dad suffers is really a tortue for me. At certain moments I felt like crying. Is jux so sad to see him suffer, lying on the bed, n we cant do anything to help him. GOD WAT'S THIS? Pls God, with ur magnificane healing powers, heal him, give him the will to live on and the strength to carry on with his last stage of his life. Amen

I really wish tt his dad will be on the way of recovery. So that the whole family wont be so tired, especially dear. He's been running to the hospital almost everyday. Saw how tired he is n I cant do anything!!!! Argh...!!!!!

=14th May 06=

Sunday is Mother's Day!!!! Is time for us to treat our mothers and pamper, shower them with lots of our love and care. And this special day, is dear dear going to meet my family for the very first time. Guess I'm getting nervous rather than he does. I was thinking whether my family members will like him? Will they reject us? Or.... I dont know man, anything may happen.

Dear dear and I reached the resturant first. Oh no.... My family were late for about 20-30 minutes. Hmmmm.... Isnt a bad impression for him? Once they reached, all the normal basic stuff like addressing my parents, and blar blar... all of us were so damn quiet. No one actually dares to say anything. Utlimetly, everything was still fine. Dear managed to get along with my dad, which I found it quite surprising. Coz I knew that my dad was not that "easy" to handle. Guess dear had his way to deal with my dad. Hee Hee...


=Dear with my family=

This is the picture that dear took with my family, but sad to say that my sister was not in the photo. Isnt it too bad?? Is really a rare opportunity for us to have a family photo. Haiz... ...

Overall, I think the "meeting session" was still quite alright. Guess my dad likes him. That's a good sign. Keep it up ya, dear....!!!!

Haiz... Nothing much in particular in Mersing, is a small town. Lucky for us, there was an event when we were at Mersing. It was all about motor racing, is my first time seeing it. Nothing interesting, when dear, John and I reached, those stunts were finished for the day except the endurance round, where the drivers had to keep going in the track for like 2 hours...... Crazy right?? Opps.... Maybe I dont know how to appreciate it.

Oh ya... The weather was damn bloody HOT!!!!! The weather did cause fatigue among the cyclist, especially from the 80km mark onwards, where a lot of slopes was coming in. Exhaustion, fatigue, muscle cramp, what kind of situations you can think of.... Guess what? They had drank 24 bottles of mineral water and 22 bottles of 100 plus. Both were in 1.5L.

The hotness is not like in Singapore, cant describe.... The air is dry... Once the sun reached our skin, burning senation. No Joke man!!!!! Lucky, I am in the land transport, no need to suffer so much. Hehehehehehe........

On the second day, thought of going to Rawu Island for snokering, playing beachvollyball, relax ourselves. Too bad, too last minute and plus that it was a long wkend, many ppl went for diving trip. So, left with no speedboat for us to go. But in actual fact, there is.... But it was double the usual prize, which is like 70RM per person. Wow!!!!!! I dont think is worth going with that kind of price. At the end, the whole grp of us end up watching dvd in the room.

The last nite at Mersing was terrible. Dear couldnt sleep. The bikers keep going up and down at the road, which our hotel was jux beside it. Damn noisy...... Guess dear couldnt sleep well. But I think I slept like a pig.... Heeeeheeeee.... Woke up at 4am!!! To send the cyclist off. It was very dark, didnt manage to see any lamp post. Rear and back light is very crucial here. Cyclist had to be very careful, NO SPEEDING YA!!!!!

Finally, we reached Singapore at 2.30pm. The rest reached earlier than us, they reached abt 1.30pm. Lucky, there wasnt a heavy traffic jam. God Bless!!!!

End, the day at Tim's house. His house had a good view on sunset. He live at the highest level->30th storey!!! Was a bit scare from looking from his window. But nice view.... :) Watched the video we took during the trip, was laughing all the way. Kay Wee aka Kiwi, was proven by us saying that he is the Best actor in the nuahz grp... Applause everyone!!!!!! He was damn funny. Slowly, it had come to the end.................