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I m living in the world which the Heavenly God had created in His wonderful image. M I counted lucky to be spotted by Him?  | View Show | Create Your Own
# Tracy Tiffany Chow # 22 yrs old # First Cry on the 10th March 1984 # 1.73m # Family of 5 which includes mum, dad, sis, bro n ME!! # Blood Grp: O+ # Email: yingying_06@yahoo.com.sg # My baby!!!!! # Beach # Going Borders to Read # Sun-Tanning @ Sentosa # Listening to Sea-Breeze # Travelling # Dark Chocolate (Must be bitter) # Lilies/Hai Yu # DOGS!!!!! # SHOPPING-> It depends... If I need then I will shop # Beach Vollyball, Simply jux love it so soooo mmuuccchhhh!!!!!! # Badminton # Swimming # Squash # Kickboxing # Running->Depends on mood and my ENDURANCE LEVEL.... # Tennis->Learning in process # Sizzler salad bar (One of my favourites) # Fei Cui Lar Maim (Crystal Jade) # Crystal Jade->Xiao Long Bao # Cheesecake # Strawberry Milk Shake->Billy Bombers not bad # Non-Fat yoghurt->Strawberry Flavour # Dark Chocolates # Sushi # Fruits->Apples, Strawberry, Mango, kiwi & the list goes on..... # Oyster Omelette (Supper) Nice & Juicy!! # Milk(Low-Fat) # Wholemeal Bread # Tou Jiang You Tiang, shao bing n mee shua @ Geylang!! Superb... # Pasta # 211006->Going to Zoo :: Get new lenses for my okaley shades :: :: Travel to New Zealand :: :: Travel to Phuket :: :: Travel to Australia :: :: Travel to Hongkong (Shop & Eat) Sounds Familiar?? :: :: Celine :: :: I*Con :: :: Jam :: :: Reginald&Cindy :: :: Angel :: :: Ivy :: :: Peixuan aka Gladys :: :: HuiWen :: :: Pek Har :: :: Jam :: :: Natalie :: :: James :: :: Jasmine :: :: Tat Ming :: :: Han :: :: Ivan :: :: Derek :: :: Flannery :: :: Jun Yong :: :: WAC YouthFusion :: :: Sally :: Blogger Blogskins DynamicDrive #Unfairness in my work #Everything's getting back to normal #Tired, exhausted, happy and sad #My sweetest memory of my life #Christmas is coming #Having lots of troubles with my parents #How are things going #Nervous on a lot of things #Disappointed and disappointed #Super long holiday
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As what captioned above, I felt sad, upset, unhappy for a very long long time. It seems that I could not even remember what is "Happiness" in life anymore. All things are not in place, my relationship with God is imbalance, my relationship with my family, friends and ultimately with my husband, Ivan is not on "good" terms. Guess it get worse when we start living together. It really get bad and bad each day. It hurts, it really do. But do anyone knows how I feel??? I do not think so. I'm not sure about God, but I do know that I'm terribly very upset. I'm used to be very cheerful, always bring laughter to my family and friends. Seeing them happy, I'm happy too. Now, I do not think I'm as optimtisc as before. That cheerful side of me had been disappear for too long that I could not even remember when it started. I'm just only 23 years old, what else you want me to do??? I'm slowly climbing the corporate ladder, studying part time, I'm still in the transaction period. And now, I'm married too. Have commitment to comply to, more responsibilities to come and so on. But please bear in mind that I'm still 23 years old. What else you want to do?? Come on... Girls at my age do not settle down so early. Mentally we are not there yet, most of my friends are either still in their university days or just about to step into working world. They do not have commitment to comply to. Furthermore, there's communication problem exists between me and Ivan, which I do not know how to solve it. Almost want to give up, is there anymore hope for me to look upon to?? . |
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