Guess today is going to be the last weekend I can go down to the beach to have my beachvollyball session. Really strangle alot alot... The pain that I am going to "lose" this sport!!!!!! Crying... Tears roll down my cheeks... I cant let it go.... Alot of things I will definitely miss... Like the sun, the sea-breeze, friends, last but not least MY BABY!!!!!!!! This is onli the day that I could spend with him the whole day, guess there will be no more from today onwards...

I DON'T WANT!!!!!!!! I DON'T WANT!!!!!!!!! WHO CAN UNDERSTAND THAT?????????

But I got no choice. I have a job awaiting for me.... Nutritionist for Bioskin-> Start work on the 2nd Nov 05
Looking forward to it. Alot of challenges.... But I have to work on weekends and even public holidays. I don;t have as much time as before to company my baby le... Even to my family and friends too... I just hope that you all can understand. I need a serious job.. I want to see myself to have a good carrer and in a few years time, I can see myself climbling up the coporate ladder... I really want to see myself to go towards that goal of mine...

It was raining heavily. Really good for sleeping and lazzing at home to relax.
Baby and I woke up quite late, guess at around 11 plus to 12 noon.
Met up with Joe to have breakfast cum lunch.

Hee... After the breakfast cum lunch..... IT'S DOLL UP TIME!!!!!!!!!!
Need to attend his dinner and dance. I am wearing a brown tube with white pants. Nice hor.. :)
I took 1 an hour to doll up myself. Baby cant wait, keep on saying "Wow!!! You really can used 1 hour to doll up yourself". Hee... Girls is like that one ma.... There is more to come.. :)

Joe's came to pick us up at 330pm. It was still pouring. Really hate this weather. Hello!!!!!!! Its raining, and the dinner is held at fort canning park. Oh my god ya.. Is that a good place to held function?? Who knows??

I just couldnt imagine that we have to CLIMB up the stairs. My legs are still aching from yesterday running cum training. So, is tough for me. If not becox of the cramps, all these stairs are not a burden to me. Serious no joke. Baby can sees that I am tired and exhausted.. But he cant do much. The only thing that could solve all these "miserable" feelings is to reach there A.S.A.P!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally we had reached!!!!

The theme for tonight D & D is TRIBAL! But no one wear any clothes related to the theme. Funny right? Dinner is served as buffet style. Food is not bad lar... What can you expect much from this? Right? I like the dessert... Real nice.. Especially the pastry corner.. I ate alot.. :)

Have lots of laughter from the [MANHUNT!!] Is real funny.. 6 guys are being chosen for this event. They have to strip of their clothes and so 6 poses infront of us. Some of them are so "girlie". I couldnt stand it. My hairs and follicles all stand up!!! Plus the weather damn cold..

Too bad we didnt managed to bring one of the presents back from the lucky draw. Guess we have to wait till next year round. Nite everyone...

Waking up at Jessica's hall at ard 8am!!! That's super super early. Jess n I woke up first, whereas Jeannie was still lazzing in bed. Jonathan was late. He couldnt make it to meet us to go to esplande to watch the vollyball match. Too bad ya....

The 3 of us dont know how to get to esplande by car. So went online to find a map to lead us there. Hee... But at the end, we MAKE it!!!

When we reached, the girls team had already started their match. They had represented Singapore to play against Newzeland!! Cool right??? But the amount of effort they had put in for this match is alot.. Alot of late nights trainning at sentosa. Sees them trained so hard just for this day. Is worth it.. Really.. Although the girls had lost their game, the guys and mix group had won!!! So, overall we won!!! Huarry Singapore!!! We won!!!! We WON!!!!!! Happy for them!!

As usual, what do you think after the match where we will be heading to?? Of course is the beach. Reach there at abt 1230pm. Baby was at the beach earlier with Justin, Patrick, Alfred and the "nuah" group.

Today had a tiring day.. I had ran from sunsetbay to the visitor centre back and forth. The weather is hot, keep on perspiring. Lack of stamina, no endurance especially when there is a slope that we need to run through. Was real tough for me. Need to train coz there will be a tournment at Nov-which entilted to all youths who is below the age of 23. Guess need to train more harder ya...

Baby had a long day. He had just ended his work. Hurray!! Saturday leh.. Can go down to the beach to train my vollyball. Weather not that good. Just before I go out, it started to rain!!!! Oh no... But recently, the weather had been like this. Rain n rain n rain. Hate it when it rained. I cant train for my vollyball.. Argghhhh....

Meet up with baby at PS to have lunch b4 we go into ssb. But suddenly, baby is so restless. He seems to fall sick. His hands are so cold. Guess he must catch a cold. But I feel so sad, not becoz he is sick. Is I know that I couldnt go down to the beach to train my vollyball. M I bad? I guess I am. But my first priority is still my baby. Coz even I been down to the beach, I guess I couldnt even focused playing. I will definitely Been thinking of him, whether he is feeling better, does he need my company??

At the end, both of us never go down to beach. Simply, my baby need to rest. Yes.. Plenty of rest.. Is my first time sees my baby so restless. Is just not him.. I feel so guilty... I shouldnt keep thinking of going to beach.. How could I???

We went to carrfour to buy some medicine. I just hope that after some medication and plenty of rest, my baby will recover soon. Baby.. Dont worry ya. I will be there for you ya.. :)

Baby keep on apologising to me saying that "Not becoz of me, you will be at the beach playing your vollyball le, coz I know hardly there is time for you to play vollyball. The onli day that you can play is SAT!!!" He just keep on apolosing to me. It make me feel more guilty!!!! Why you dote me so much????
BABY I AM SORRY!! UTTERLY SORRY!!!