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Guess today is going to be the last weekend I can go down to the beach to have my beachvollyball session. Really strangle alot alot... The pain that I am going to "lose" this sport!!!!!! Crying... Tears roll down my cheeks... I cant let it go.... Alot of things I will definitely miss... Like the sun, the sea-breeze, friends, last but not least MY BABY!!!!!!!! This is onli the day that I could spend with him the whole day, guess there will be no more from today onwards...
I DON'T WANT!!!!!!!! I DON'T WANT!!!!!!!!! WHO CAN UNDERSTAND THAT?????????
But I got no choice. I have a job awaiting for me.... Nutritionist for Bioskin-> Start work on the 2nd Nov 05 Looking forward to it. Alot of challenges.... But I have to work on weekends and even public holidays. I don;t have as much time as before to company my baby le... Even to my family and friends too... I just hope that you all can understand. I need a serious job.. I want to see myself to have a good carrer and in a few years time, I can see myself climbling up the coporate ladder... I really want to see myself to go towards that goal of mine...
tracy blogged on 8:59 AM
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