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Recently, I had been a naughty girl. I had broken the mutual trust between the both of us. He is affected badly. He is so angry that he even raised his voice over the phone. This is the very first time that he rasied his voice... Really... I cried almost every night to sleep. My pillows were wet, my eyes are puffy, not in any mood to do anything else. I am really sorry, sorry... Really wish that all these things had not happen..
I hardly can sleep well for the past couple of days. Keep tossing around my beds. His emotion, his voice, his everything is running through my head. Why?? Everything have to turn up in this way. I don't want!! Really don't want!!!! Stop torturing me!!! I jux cant stand it.... Argh~~~~~ I know I am in the wrong, Please forgive me. I am willing to change and everyone deserve a second chance rite? Maybe I am not worthy to be deserve for the second chance. When is this going to end?? I don't kniw. Really don't know. Please don't ask me why? I am too sad to said about this.
tracy blogged on 3:30 PM
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